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Entry tags:
- !mission log,
- arcane: caitlyn kiramman,
- arcane: vander,
- arcane: viktor,
- baldurs gate: shadowheart,
- batman wfa: jason todd,
- dc comics: barbara gordon,
- fe3h: yuri leclerc,
- genshin impact: kaeya alberich,
- ice age: manny,
- jl gods and monsters: hernan guerra,
- jl gods and monsters: kirk langstrom,
- little mushroom: an zhe,
- mad max: max rockatansky,
- marvel comics: jean grey,
- mcu: loki,
- mcu: peter parker,
- nier: lars,
- person of interest: john reese,
- person of interest: sameen shaw,
- silent hill 3: heather mason,
- stranger things: chrissy cunningham,
- the untamed: xue yang,
- word of honor: wen kexing,
- xmcu: laura,
- ✘ marvel comics: felicia hardy
MISSION 008
WHO: Everyone!
WHEN: March 14th - April 11th
WHERE: Aphaia
WHAT: Mission 008
NOTES\WARNINGS: Survival horror elements, violence, (mild) body horror, potential death.
WHEN: March 14th - April 11th
WHERE: Aphaia
WHAT: Mission 008
NOTES\WARNINGS: Survival horror elements, violence, (mild) body horror, potential death.
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He drew in a breath of air and held it in his lungs. He somehow was not surprised that this man and Silco had met.
"Interesting is a word to describe him," he finally said, relenting a touch. "Did he fling his pitch at you yet, or working his way up to it after feeling out your stances first?"
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Though once upon a time, he would've been much more similar to Silco. His days as the crime lord Red Hood weren't that far behind him.
"It's one of the hardest parts about working in the Bowery. What's considered a greater action? Take out the big guys but ignore the kids who are regularly getting picked on and picked up by two-bit goons? Let those people keep thinking no one cares about them? Or do you focus on the daily small crimes but let the big guys keep working on their bigger businesses? Everything has consequences."
And sometimes, Jason still struggles with those decisions.
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He tucked his hands into his jacket pockets, and he could hear himself in the words that Jason spoke next. The great debate. There wasn't enough resources or a will to use them on a grand scale, so it was up to a handful of people and it came to them to decide where to apply their time and energy. Take down the big fish? Who will fill that void next. Work with the people, they are still oppressed. Don't and they lose hope because the fight is too far above them to feel the effects.
"I know what that's like," he admitted. "It's a daily struggle. Unfortunately protecting who you can means you can't save everyone. There will always be victims as you work your way to long-term changes, but from my experience, you need to enable people to be able to stand up for themselves and their neighbours. They just need back-up to make sure it sticks and they aren't overwhelmed." He sighed, hanging his head. "It's... a fine line. We don't walk it perfectly each time."
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"You dealt with that all your life?" He asks. "For me, some nights are harder than others when it comes to that stuff. But I can't keep dwelling on it so I always make himself keep going forward."
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"I did, yeah. From my first memories," he reflected simply, reaching up to rub his chin with his palm. "It's easier if you aren't doing it alone, but sometimes, it's better because you aren't putting your support at risk either. There is strength in numbers."
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During Jason's early days as the Red Hood he would've said otherwise. He would claimed he worked better alone. But he tried that and it didn't work. All it did was worsen his trauma and rage. He's deeply appreciatively of being back with his family. He wants to keep proving to them that he's no longer the black sheep.
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He had once had an excellent network of people who he could trust, who he could work with and making the necessary incremental changes necessary. It would never be fast enough for some, but Vander had lost the willingness for extreme shock and awe after the Day of Ash.
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Jason has clocked how different Vander talks about making change in Zaun versus how Silco talks. One is much more empathic while the other is more about scorched earth and survival of the weakest.
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He was curious of the dynamic between Jason and all the siblings. Would it be anything like how own old relationship with his 'siblings'?
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As much as he likes to be snarky about his family's eccentricities, he ultimately loves them.
"We all have our stories and different methods but we also share certain common goals."
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He nodded. "Even if you don't, I expect you still mostly support each other or at least rib each other."
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"Not a week goes by without one of us ribbing the other at least twice. And I'm proud of my noogie privileges," he says. "You got siblings too?"
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"Only once or twice? I suppose you're old enough to not see them every day." He inclined his head. "Yeah, I used to."
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"Sorry. Something happened?" he asks, not expecting Vander to give much detail, if at all.
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"And my brother is that interesting guy you've talking to a couple of times. We had a falling out." And that was being incredibly generous and tactful.
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"Sorry. That's never easy to deal with." he says.
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"That was some time ago. We're just maneuvering around each other here." He wouldn't tell Jason to avoid Silco; he wouldn't tell that to anyone. They could decide for themselves.
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"I've heard of his kind of talk before."
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"I take it you weren't particularly impressed?"
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"The problem is I've seen how it doesn't work."
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"The problem is that is does work, if you're willing to make enough sacrifices and see only the goal."
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How many did Jason kill when he didn't need to? He doesn't know the number but he knows it was too many. He used to make all the excuses he could to explain away the blood he shed. But eventually, it was only because he just wanted to let out his temper.
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"I can see why he talks to you," he remarked softly. "You reached the end of your rope. I reached the end of mine. I don't think he's reached the end of his." Because at a certain point, the pile of corpses meant the a successful revolution left no one in its wake to benefit from it.
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It doesn’t bother him at all that Silco probably doesn’t like him. If anything, if he and Silco got along, it would mean Jason slid back to his old darker behaviors.
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It had stopped bothering him. He wasn't willing to sacrifice everything they were to a fight against Piltover knowing what he did about it now. They couldn't win, and fear would only make them crack down harder. People would suffer.
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